I feel fine, and I’m not awake at 3:45 am.

I wake up several times a night and generally go back to sleep within minutes. There is a bit of anxiety that I won’t, but I’ve been lucky. Not tonight, I’m afraid. I saw 2:58 when I tapped my watch. It’s now 3:39. Alarm goes off at 5. Morning comes early. I haven’t been functioning … Continue reading I feel fine, and I’m not awake at 3:45 am. →

Really?

If you could permanently ban a word from general usage, which one would it be? Why? Hi, word troll here. A ban on words? Yikes. “It was a pleasure to burn.” That’s my favorite opening line of any of the books I’ve read, and the book itself is really good. Google it. Read it. Then … Continue reading Really? →

Hey there

The great thing about having a blog is being able to say whatever, however, and if someone reads it, great, and if not, great, but the words are in the world, not just your head, and on the page where you put them so you can look at them from a distance. Externalize them to … Continue reading Hey there →

I’ve been up since two am

And now it's bedtime the night after. I could go to bed, but I'm in that weird, loopy state when the words show up. I've been learning things and getting better at fooling people into thinking I know more stuff than I do. Maybe if my brain wasn't so clouded by exhaustion I could put … Continue reading I’ve been up since two am →