A calm before the storm, a soundless sky,
A blank computer screen, a ticking clock,
I jump to warp, stars stretch as they stream by,
To the future I fly, my mind is blocked.
The hum of a fan, swirling cool air blows.
The squishy weight on my feet as I lie,
The purrs of a cat lightly buzz from my toes,
And sweep to my chest. I can’t even try
To stop the madness; with blind hope I gaze
Up at the ceiling. I listen, I think,
Or try not to. Frozen, engulfed in haze
Of impending doom or Mercy’s reprieve.
In the dark on my own bed here at last,
I wait impatiently for time to pass.